Just Another Road Block.

I know it's been a while hasn't it! :) Well in the time that I have not even touched my blog, SO much has happened.

My life is ever changing and nothing really stays the same too long! (Change and new things are my forte lol) I don't know if its the hard times in general or just me. Don't you hate when things are good they're GREAT and when things get bad they feel like they just get W O R S E?!? Well this is how its been feeling lately. My family and I have been struggling and those that have struggled or are struggling, (I'm sorry!) you know how that is. It's one of those things that I would never in a million years wish on even my worst enemy (not that I have those lol).

Since I have been with Steve, we have moved and moved (in Utah alone too many times). He has been with my family and I through each one and not saying that its fun, it just goes to show how time flies and how long we've been together! I am very grateful for him and how much he puts up with. (Me specifically lol) With all that, now that we have our own little family we have tried to keep grounded. It has been HARD and everyday is something new*. Recently, we moved back to live with my mom and her growing family. Although it's a blessing to have my mother so close to my girls, everyone wants their own space. Anyone who knows my mom, knows that she is far from selfish and never is one to ask for "space". As her ADULT-daughter it sometimes feels like I am not yet an adult if I'm back home with my mother and my kids. Doesn't feel responsible.

As she continues to remind me that things happen and sometimes it is out of your hands, I look to her for guidance even as an adult. Now that we have hit rock bottom, we are slowly picking ourselves back up and putting together the pieces. Through this road block I am definitely trying to see the positive. Maintaining positive attitude and always remembering that I have more than just myself to think of, I know that this is just another trial that I can pull through.

If you are going through struggles or just feeling like its not getting better, KEEP THE FAITH! Confide in him and know that it will be OK. He will provide the way. "He never said it was going to be easy, he only said it would be worth it." As I always say, "I am a firm believer; Everything happens for a Reason."

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